1. I lift up my pinkie whenever I hold a drink.
2. I like to doodle flowers during meetings.
3. I always have really weird dreams when I sleep, always related to sex / violence / death AND related to family / friends / loved ones. Most of them turn out to be nightmares.
4. I love the feeling of falling deeply in love with an adrenaline rush
... but usually this feeling don't last long.
5. Whenever I become useless or act like a loser, it's due to the fact that I'm brought up by one insanely over-protective mother
...but that's also because she crazily cares too much about me.
6. I may appear shy, weird or introvert or even ignorant at times, but in my heart I really care A LOT!
...that sometimes I actually dislike it - I easily feel a sense of attachment towards someone be it in friendship or relationship. Even when you and I may not be close friends, as long as we are some sort of a real life friend - I may just randomly think about you, reflect an incident that happened between us that affected me in any way, reflect the joy or sorrows that we shared (if any), feel for you or even care for you as creepy as that may sound.
7. I secretly am still the same emo girl that I was before.
I'm always full of drama in my head, just that I might have held back much more recently compared to before. This dramatic rush that I have in me has a good and bad in it that is hard to control - the good side of it is the fact that it helps me feel inspired, it gives me inspiration most of the time and it helps me become more creative and makes me think extraordinarily and sometimes even makes me more daring - and this whole package of emotions really help me in generating ideas in my work, make my life more interesting, make me appreatiate my life more by feeling every bit of it and make me look at things in a different perspective. But this energy may backfire and work the other way round if affected by negativity - which results to depression, suicidal thoughts, self-pity and giving up. However, there's a fine line between the good and bad side of this sensational emotion - LOVE (without the expression of hate or egoistic cover ups) always change the tide - easily.
8. I secretly enjoy really hardcore songs with sex and violence in it or head-banging songs that gets the adrenaline rush. I also enjoy light songs with a haunting sensation such as some songs from Radiohead and the old version of Muse.
9. There's a thin line between the feminine and boyish side of me. Just like how there's a thin line between my preference of colour choices between pink/white and black (but I think I look better in white hehehehe)
10. I actually cry secretly alot - cause I'm just easily moved.
11. I think the reason why I'm like that (refer to number 10) is the fact that I'm trained to be observant, critical and picky over things during my persue to become a designer.
12. I fall in love easily.
13. I fall out of love easily too...
14. I can have a pretty wild imagination - but I don't seem to know where to apply 'em yet.
15. I'm afraid of ghosts. I believe in both science and spirits - and I believe that the world needs a balance of both to survive. I believe that love has a lot to do with the spiritual side of humanity and that the power of love needs to overpower the love for power.
16. I think I have a seriously retarded skeleton, I wish my legs and back were straighter, my shoulders to be lower and my neck to stop sinking into my shoulders.And I think these are some of the reasons why I can have pretty awkward movements.
17. I have a thin line between thinking highly and lowly about myself.
18. I think that I think too much.
19. I hate people who do not listen.
20. I have the habit of going all out black then white then ending up gray when I'm giving opinions - usually in the pattern of going all out negative, then positive then an in between - which is partly why I can end up to be pretty indecisive during choice making sessions.
21. I played DotA since Zion till BS2 till BS3 till Garena till UCPRO and am still playing, but I feel that I'm not as good as before because I don't really update myself that much in the latest gaming strategies no more, however I still enjoy it as a social game.
22. I can't drink. I'm too shy to dance. So I don't club. But I don't mind making out in the club HAHA.
23. I may appear introvert and quiet as a first impression - but if you initiate on conversations, I can follow up really really well and become really talkative that you prolly regret initiating it in the first place.
24. I wish that I'm good in aiming because I secretly love to fight and I feel that aiming is one of the requirements for fighting. I secretly love weapons too.
25. I think Katie Perry's "Hot & Cold" best describes me.
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